Roxie rambles 🏳️‍🌈 @roxie@queerdorks.club

maybe god coded the universe in javascript and thats why its all wonky

all of my linux installs

Sleepy puppycat...will u pet?

yo im roxie and im here to say
haha the people reading this are very very gay

Oh yeah I totally forgot this is the first year I wore a skirt and full makeup in public. Arguably one if the first if not the first times I properly girl moded instead of a weird in between. That was fucking amazing. I posted it on here if you dig deep into August

Its been fucking wild and busy but I am proud to have done it. I see myself more in the mirror as I progress to be the best me hot alt bubbly gal I want to be. I'll list the achievements here and maybe go into detail about it later. But this year I got up to:

• 3 year hrt mark

• realising how fucked my levels have been and actually adjusting them properly which is why 3 years hrt is weird. I remember celebrating getting it in the first place in this very fediverse.

• in March I got a job. Boring corporate job but it pays enough that I no longer feel depressed about my living situation and finally have a plan to move out. Its just been life changing to finally get the chance to get experience in the industry full time.

• in January I started learning to drive. Its still happening and I have my test later this month.

• I have been volunteering for a transgender sim racing team and being invited to actually manage the teams actual race entries and just fostering the best community we can for trans people in a niche hobby full of motorsports lovers.

• I decided to lose weight. I gained a lot since I got on hrt and lockdown happened. So far from September ive lost 10kgs out of my goal to lose around 37kg~. Thats 22lbs lost for the Americans in the room.

• me and my only current partner have been together for 2 years now. Shes been an absolute rock in my life and honestly so much to me. The longest ive actually been with someone and built something special with her. Helping her navigate poly stuff has been fun too and helped her find a lovely polycule setup too.

I might be forgetting stuff but this whole year has just been ups and improving myself and I hope to keep that up. I'm just so happy with how stuff has gone. I know ive not been around much but wanted to just put something down to book end it.

Roxie doggo out uwuawoo

Ive not really been around on here much this year. Ive been so busy and wanted to review this year in a thread. Maybe just one post but something to put what I got up too. I guess I'll reply to this with that

i cant believe im actually making a iracing software to work with buttplug.io devices what is my life

oh yeah i might like make a new instance again to move from Masto or something and get something new. Idk I just need to reset and say hi to people again and get out there. Not looking forward to moving instance blocks tho that is a bitch to do

uh so my friends in the simracing community for trans people im in have now convinced me to finally connect buttplug.io to the vibration data in iRacing. They use that data in ground rumblers and subwoofers and kept joking about buttplug.io that I have to shut them up now and just make it

Just feels kinda lonely here now i guess cause ive neglected it

Idk if my instance is just bugged from a year of not touching it or if like I did something wrong to certain people ages ago. Seems like I dont see as many people as I followed back then.

I got a date on Saturday >.<

Life sized Lucario plush

Btw the dhmis tv show is so fucking good

Oh and while I was down there I had my first threesome so that was pretty nice. Trans cuddle pile mostly

So the actual gay stuff is I spent time with my partner in South Wales again and now I kinda wanna move down there to be with her and its scary but in a good way. Either way it was really nice.

I'm fucking gayyyyyyy

So also I've been getting laser the whole time ive had this new job. This is me happy selfies in the lift after 5th session uwu

That picture is so fucking cool too. While I failed to keep that car behind me and we finished p3, I nearly had him at the end and we both did it solo. We pushed hard and I did the most tiring track, mentally challenging to do 2 and a half hours solo. I couldn't actually speak while driving at the end. Got great help. There is actually a video of me crossing the line but it wasnt as exciting for me as I had crashed the car on the final lap and had to bring it home broken. So while my TP, race engineer, and teammate are all freaking out I got a podium on my first ever official race for the team, I just murmur to myself I should have been p2 lol.

Guess I should go into my sim racing stuff. I became a driver and now a part of the volunteer help of a sim racing team and community for trans people called Prismatic Motorsports. I actually made a twitter for that too https://twitter.com/roxieturn28 which has been so fucking fun.

If you want to see actual highlights of that career, I got two podiums (a third as a race engineer only) for the Pris Minerva car in GT3 am in a pretty competitive league. One of those podiums was a solo 2.5 hour race of the Nordschlieffe, the other was with my friend Olivia at Watkins Glen and we was so close to the win together.

I will post two links to the full video but if you look for the car I attach an image of in this toot you can find us by just scrubbing the video.

Team to look for is Prismatic Motorsports Minerva in GT3 AM (blue colour)

Watkins Glen 4 hr: P2 in class🥈https://youtu.be/xIhzUU2y1G4

Nordschlieffe 2.5 hr solo: P3 in class🥉
https://youtu.be/bF3XjrVaSbI

(Also if you are someone into sim racing or any racing games and want a community with other trans people DM me).

Really living up to this nickname I gave myself. Disappear for a few months then kinda show up and say a load of stuff hoping someone is still there to see.