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Got rejected for the job. Paired programming test fucked me over while my scores were pretty decent. Absolute fucking joke of an interview process that is. Get rejected because I feel rushed and it fucked my normal process and made it look like I just rush into coding when I felt rushed because 45 minutes just isnt enough for a solution. And just having to talk so much and try and think everything out loud. Fuck. Seriously am I just fucking not cut out cause I'm slow and rushed to do it and just am fucking dumb when they probably told me no rush or is this a neural typical thing or should i just never fucking bother in this industry cause in clearly fucking not cut out fuck.
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@porsupah like you seem to do a lot of interviews and get yous head in the door of places, any tips on just even getting an offer? its like i do most of these processes by myself and i just dont know how. it kills my spoons and it takes me hours to update a cv or to do job applications
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@porsupah idk why this wasnt sent i meant to send it ages ago but it was just here when i moved to this tab
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@roxie ***hug*** It's a tough path, jobhunting - worst kind of tech work, and the pay is awful too. It /could/ all be so much better, but.. just have to keep on.
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@porsupah at this point it just looks like ill never get any full time job really and like its not like ive not tried its just the whole application process is super hostile to me and ugh. i think my count is like at 10 now at like actually having to put a lot of time only to get rejected. and it just takes so much out of me