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Update, I am now 4 weeks into new job and they haven't discovered I am actually an imposter and totally know nothing of software development. For real tho I've actually been so productive as a person its been wild. Finally getting stuff sorted. Maybe I might even use fedi more.

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Been isolating myself lots from friends and spiraling bad n stuff but sometimes I remember I have a social media so hi. Times tough friends.

Literally no one will remember but I feel its important for me to at least make that correction

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OK update on my vent of the streamer. It turns out he wasn't doing it for a joke. He actually was demisexual so I was getting upset for no reason. The comment about the dating thing was other wise he wouldn't list it. I feel much better now. He wasn't being dumb, it was just confusing in joke on stream that chat made

Watching a dude complain that a Β£350 technical marvel for the price point has cheap plastic or less than premium bumper buttons like I'm just dumb founded lol

Might do a dumb thing for me which is try and find someone new for to date. It always goes very badly and I'm basically marmite but those who thing they love me grow very bored quickly. Anyway the reason is by gf has been looking and I feel quite left out as I've basically just had one partner for over a year in comparison to her who has been searching andgot new partners even if that didn't last.

-, queerphobia 

So to explain I do know what joke this is meant to be other than its something to do with dating cause he's now single and got like told even tho he didn't want to to use twitch as a joke dating thing. But why this even involves a lgbt identity I have no idea and is just some queerphobic bs

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-, queerphobia 

Fucking finding out that one of the streamers I like fucking put demisexual in his twitch tags as a meme and I just wanna fucking explode but can't just say that's fucked up in his chat so whatever guess I just won't watch anymore fuck sake

Work - 

Getting mad imposter syndrome with how many questions I need to ask :/

Going well so far at job other than forgetting my passport and having to deal with windows 11 just to install Linux ugh

I didn't realise there could be such thing as the worst fucking sticker ever but here we are. Shame I have no stickers to cover it and its quite high up

Hair is still wet but it hopefully will be all dry and nice and curly by work time and i will show cause I went full out on curly hair method stuff I got from lush uwu

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So the reason I'm out so early today is because today I start my first like full time job. I need to go in for like two days to get setup but then I'd be remote uwu. So yeah nervous today but exciting

Smells, public transport 

This bus smells like custard. That is all. I really do like custard I just don't know why I'm smelling it.

realizing Quinton Reviews dropped the second part of the Victorious series thats 8 hours... see yall in a bit

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